Summer Days

Today I woke up grumpy, I do not know why, but I was. I wondered if I will ever figure out the balance of motherhood, being a wife, a business owner. My husbands breathing bothered me, you know one of those days. But by afternoon, once I was at the studio and had Scott and Alexa there with me most of the day I thought how lucky I was. How thankful I am for the mess she leaves at the studio, the cups she has lined up, the bubble wrap she threw around, my markers that go dry because she wants to color. How wonderful life is, and childhood is. Love you Bean and Scotty. And Scotty you can breathe again I pushed my grumps out.